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chetan nirup(sunil ranjan): beloved
Email: sunil_ranjan@hotmail.com
Date: Nov 5, 2001, 8:32
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Nishkam: Sorry
Email: nishkam@sannyas-on.net
Date: Nov 5, 2001, 9:43
Sorry for this technical problem with Nirup's message. It seems it was not written. I hope space for sharing is OK now.

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amano:
Date: Nov 5, 2001, 17:31
Pune is really beautiful place
And I feel immensssssely drawn there
But I have a large rottweiler who can't come in the commune,and he comes again with me to Pune/elswhere in India also in Febuary,but by which time it will be almost too hot for him so we will sod off up north where its cooler and cleaner for Mulla.I would love to be in The pune ashram doing all the delicious groups etc yet it seems that certain members of Ashram security always seem to be crawling up my ass for whatever reason.So I am being a coward and avoiding them because otherwise there:ll eventually be a big punch up.I'm all for meditation but I feel alot of the people in inner circle are racist white people like with thier nose in the air.And one of the reasons I go to India is to tune in to that thousand years old enlightenement vibe ever throbbing and present in india,and the stuck up white people ruin it but that's just my projections.I get fed up with white people asking me "so how did you get into sanyass" as if it's the exclusive reserve of rich whites,europeans only plus lesser Indians.
So I stick two resolute fingers at this dead crowd hang out with some beautful musicians and real masters who aren't running around the marble clad floors charging the earth for a bunch of new age dollars grabbing crap.
Don't get your mind wrong here osho's meditation techniques are perfect but all those made up "self help" groups give yourselves a break.Either you have a soul or you don't and money can't buy the priceless commodity.
I really must stand up for truth here and proclaim osho beautiful but the whole ugly business around him should rot in ther sewers of pune but hey isn't it all beautiful anyway....
So I'll stick to my dick
and stay out the thick
of it


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Samveda: Czech Sannyasins
Email: samborrett@ozemail.com.au
Date: Nov 6, 2001, 0:18
Chech sannyasins, because they are so fresh and innocent have a very big advantage over others if they are sincere and interested enough in meditation.
If they have this interest and thirst, which I feel they do , they need to nourish it as often as they can. In the beginning I feel it can be helpful to be around other meditators who have some experience of Osho's meditations and also others who are starting.
In this way they can be encouraged to keep going because usually the pressure to make money is so much that meditation gets left far behind. When you mix from time to time with others who are searching, it is a kind of support and as humans we seems to need support of some kind or other. And in this context I feel Shangri La is the perfect place as the flavour of meditation is very much here and is very supportive and helpful for the individual.
I feel that Czech sannyasins should continue enjoying, having fun, meditating and should not take any notice of anyone who puts himself or herself out there as a Guru. Everyone is in the same boat ( more or less) and to put someone else up there as a guru is very damaging for the human spirit as far as I'm concerned.
Also to go to Poona, if this is possible as Poona is still very much a great place to visit and can give you a lot if you are open for it.

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    amano: RE:Czech Sannyasins
    Date: Nov 8, 2001, 22:39
    everything is beautiful and whoever puts themself up as a guru is needed for those who need the illusion.Existence is not just this this two edged sword that all the winsome poets have told you about.....
    And in fact and although existence can be likened to nothing according to me I most closely give the example of the perfect diamond with it's one and the many facets..... but try to understand that the bliss of aloneness and the bliss of sharing and the pain are all needed none can exist without the other...and none can not coexist without the other they are all there for your growth or nothing at all depoending on where your obviously at and this is not a candy shop for conciousness here ......wow your message so beautiful penetrates the heart .I get so caught up in the "white people them and us trip" and all their projections and mine about them and after all projections are just projections
    And no-one can know the pain of living in different skin but I have a sanyassin friend of mine who is very upper class public school white english and spends his time drinking gin into oblivion{not true sorry tindall!! urrgggh !!} and he has a very slight facial blemish and this is such a trip for him thinking that all the women find him not beautiful which is such utter garbage and should be kept there.And he says that all the white women find me so beautiful with my "black skin and great big penis/dick" which is such absolute crap and so way off the erudite mark in fact.And as if size makes a goddam difference (BIN LADEN- 5 PENTAGON -0] hurgh hurgh hurgh. So all of us have indeed our pain and trauma that happened and happens or is happening
    and love is just love
    and all is on t he path to love and bask in it and sing and play that instrument or paint that picture or sculpt or whatever
    so i'll keep playing my music
    rockin on
    I'll be in Pune in feb very briefly but more likely way up north cooler and cleaner for my
    dog like I said then it's back too sexually pent up europe where all the dutch girls want to shag me but won't because they want to but thier mothers says no,no seriously just joking not seriously
    but I'm enjoying the absolute joke of me
    and the beauty that you share
    humoungus hugs to you samveda


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    prasanna: RE:RE:RE:Czech Sannyasins
    Date: Nov 11, 2001, 18:40
    its so sad how osho's name is being abused here I'll complain to dyanesh.Oh I haven't had an orgasm in years any offers??

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    Sw Veet Dunga: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE: Czech Sannyasins
    Date: Nov 11, 2001, 18:47
    This is discrace yu ussing dis sight as a no go no hoper enfield this is not in osho's name .And dis iz against indian tradition why yu can't wait until marriage before you love your wife.And neve mind dat my balls are big as footballs from ongoing sexual repression please stick to cultrure

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    martin karnas: RE:Czech Sannyasins
    Email: martin_kar26@yahoo.com
    Date: Apr 5, 2007, 10:57
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Katha: meditation=the freedom of .........
Email: anuragkatha@yahoo.com
Date: Nov 15, 2001, 15:12
Hi Samveda,
Nice to " see "you here again.Where are you now?Let's chat a little more prive?
and yes ,for me Meditation is the only time to be all-one.
A big Hallo and Sawadee from Osho Paramdham in Thailand ,Koh Samui.
P.S. if you like to sit with an enlightent person,we can meet at our Meditationhall here on Samui at 6 pm(daily Meditation).
Still loving you ,so come to see us Osho's here.Our web.:www.axolotlvillage.c om/meditationcenter
Love Katha.

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    Katha: daily Kundalini in Thailand
    Email: anuragkatha@gmail.com
    Date: Mar 29, 2007, 11:57
    visit us at Osho Paramdham on Samui/Ban Tai

    www.paramdhamcente r.com

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      Katha: Shocking Story No.2
      WWW: www.paramdhamcenter.com
      Email: anuragkatha@gmail.com
      Date: Apr 8, 2007, 4:30
      Beloved friends and fellow travelers,
      the rumor is going around ,(because of a letter I was writing here to a friend ) that I am enlightent and invite people here for Satsang.I am not! And have no Intentions to be.
      So,please stop sending me e-mails or add me on your website.

      I don"t have time for Enlightenment!
      I am to busy for giving Sessions or Lessons in any way.

      If you are really interested in Enlightenment:DO It YOURSELF!
      Go inside,meditate,find a group and join.Easy!

      I suggest you to join Meditations at Osho Paramdham here in Thailand or go India,Pune Osho Resort.

      Again, nobody gave and gives Satsang here.
      (Osho: "Enlightenment,Satsa ng,all dirty words....)
      We are all Lovers here of our Master OSHO.

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Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405@yahoo.com.au
Date: Nov 18, 2005, 4:37
Hello Sw Chetan Samveda
I read through your article because I too have an enlightened master and it is for the love of this master that I read patiently through your article. It is such a rare thing to speak to someone who knows what it really is to have a master and so I am messaging you.

I am in deep love with my master, a love of this world and beyond,one that transcends time and space and that is very shocking thing to say. It is a very dangerous thing for me to say this because whenever I proclaim my love for my master publicly he being omniscient knows and whenever this happens he knows that he is secure enough and that I am secure enough in his love to take the earth away from me again. Maybe because you are not an enlightened master yourself you might not understand my particular experience. But because Osho is your master I thought you might understand.
As I said it is difficult to talk to people about such things
Hoping there is a trampoline to soften my fall
Kutira


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    Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
    Email: arrow405@yahoo.com.au
    Date: May 18, 2006, 2:18
    And sometimes does it feel like your master is 1000 mousetraps that surround you and there is just no escaping him/her. And sometimes do you just breathe in your master and nothing else. This love is madness. This love drives me and drives me crazy. Is that what it feels like to you Sammi

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    : RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
    Date: Mar 14, 2007, 3:10
    So hows it hanging honey. Are all your d's as entertaining as me
    I bet you would love to answer back. Shame you cant it must just about kill your augmentations See, mixing with a better class of people gives me a better vocab. Well, may your silences be humorous and your talk fests brief. Good luck to your wife and may your christmases be many.

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    : RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
    Date: Mar 27, 2007, 6:40
    Hello sammi I'm still not talking to you but anyway. If loving and being loved are one in the same thing and the heart is an explosion of joy for the beloved and if the positive polarity for the man is fired by the positive polarity of the woman then what do you feel like I wonder? is the body headless I wonder? And if the positive polarity of the woman is fired by the positive polarity of the man then I wonder what I feel like. Mmmm

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    : RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
    Date: Jul 16, 2007, 10:06
    Still lonely sammi!?. If I could see you then I would stop writing to you that would be good for you just think no irritating messages. No constant questions. You could sit down talk to me for a while and I could chatter to you and you would put an end to this. Peace just think what that would be like peace perfect peace. Oh wouldnt you love to be free of me of the little squeaky voice that sounds like it needs oiling. We could talk until I had had enough of talking and then I would be free and you would be free. That sounds good doesnt it. I dont talk about challenges in every day life and things like that I only talk about ordinary things that would be fun dont you think and you could just pretend to listen and that would be enough for me. I think I would like to have fun now. Would you like to have fun now sammi? You could talk to me too and I promise I would pretend to listen most of the time anyway because you do talk a lot once you get going and I tend to lose track a bit of what you are actually talking about but I promise I would definitely do my best. So what do you say. I cant really hear you at the moment but if you come a bit closer Im sure I will. Loving you as always sammi
    kutira

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fairy bliss: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: birthday4u@yahoo.com.au
Date: Dec 19, 2005, 2:17
The birthday fairy checked her list
She didnt want to miss
this chance to send
her fairy kiss

On this special day
she sends to you
you birthday wish

Happy Birthday Sammi
Love always
Fairy Bliss

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Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405@yahoo.com.au
Date: Apr 19, 2006, 6:16
And does your master breathe fire too

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405@yahoo.com.au
Date: May 23, 2006, 2:41
Like what Sammi?

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405@yahoo.com.au
Date: May 30, 2006, 0:37
Let me tell you about my master. If you look you won't find him, if you feel he is there. He is sensitivity he is beyond belief like the Universe and its magic he has become one with it. He is the supreme lover. He is rich beyond all wealth he is love itself he is formless and endless forms. My master is unimagineable. Sometime when I get a glimpse of his force I can stop breathing. And did I mention playful. I love you so much master and I see so little. Please forgive me in advance for my failures I am trying as best as I can.
In deep love
Kutira

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Aug 7, 2006, 12:23
I miss you so much

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Oct 19, 2006, 11:38
only once

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Feb 12, 2007, 6:42
I really wish you would be softer you are killing me and I have had enough

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Apr 11, 2007, 10:32
Thank you

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Apr 12, 2007, 5:50
Not just a picture in body please

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 23, 2007, 5:43
what is your favourite message sammi

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 7, 2007, 1:26
I still miss you

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 30, 2007, 5:21
I miss you like crazy Sammi like crazy

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Aug 6, 2007, 5:35
Have I told you lately Sammi. It never changes. It was the only force powerful enough to make me let go it is some force. I would like to touch you again. Just to feel you I miss you

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 5, 2007, 11:48
I havent sent you any mail for a while so I thought I would make your day. What are you having for dinner tonight maybe sweet potato I am having mixed veges with peanut butter sauce. I wish you were having dinner with me

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 6, 2007, 11:59
Good night Sammi

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 9, 2007, 6:10
Why won't you talk to me I need too

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 9, 2007, 6:10
Why won't you talk to me I need too

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 10, 2007, 12:13
Hey sammi do you really enjoy my objective comments

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 27, 2007, 5:05
Looking at the full moon
My children awe struck
point and ask
What is she
that rides so low in the sky
On a precipice
So vulnerable
so round
so full of womanly grace
so luscious
and I say
she is the moon my beloved
she calls to the sun
she reflects his glory
He is the one
and she is his glorious reflection
so alone up there
waiting
alone
so beautiful
Bathed in his soul
Her glorious love
lighting the night sky
Revealing to all lovers
their sublime love affair


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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Oct 22, 2007, 5:29
Did I dream you old man
Did my thoughts conjur you like a magician
But how could that be?
I conjured a magician

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 5, 2007, 3:50
What do you feel when I cry


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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 5, 2007, 4:03
Maybe if you knew how much my heart hurts
Maybe if you came with me and saw my boy floating past me
May be if you saw the hounds that rip at my heart
Maybe then you would let me rest in peace.
You with your beloved
You went too far
I couldnt go back
An aging woman
Little more than to be pitied
A fool
What a fool in the world of man
The same mistakes for another life
God give me strength to carry on
Trying so hard
With all my heart and soul
And yet again
Another life
Wasted
The savage hounds yet again
have won the battle



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 19, 2007, 3:10
Happy Birthday Samveda
sending you all my love
Kutira


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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Apr 22, 2008, 6:27
Hello old man
Have you heard the bell ring
that there is a new entry
do you feign lack of interest
or do you wait a little to savour the moment
or just go straight to the head of the writer

do you crave for the time
when there is someone
in your room
On this earhly plain

An angel you may be
And with angels you may play
but you want more
you are driven
by your desire to dance
the eternal dance of joy
with the beloved
of your eternal life and soul

Crazed and crazy
You plan and act
working intensely
The many players that you are
The inexhaustible energy
coming straight from the source


old man young man child
old woman young woman child
dog cat snail
what manner are you today
old man of mine








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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 9, 2008, 11:19
Would God ask for a house or a home?
A house could give him shelter
and a place to cook his food
and a bed to sleep
and a bath to wash himself
and a laundry for washing his clothes
That should be enough for God
But wait I hear him calling "no beloved that is not enough"
I want a warm fire when I return at the end of the day
I want my dinner at a table surrounded by loving faces
I want laughter and companionship
I want soft arms around me so that I can feel the warmth of a loving soul
I want my heart filled with love
I want my soul filled with home






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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 9, 2008, 11:47
Good night Samveda
It is night time here
I will wash my hair
And I will go to sleep soon
Do you ever go to sleep
You can answer tomorrow
if you don't have time tonight







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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 9, 2008, 11:47
Good night Samveda
It is night time here
I will wash my hair
And I will go to sleep soon
Do you ever go to sleep
You can answer tomorrow
if you don't have time tonight







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Brijinder"Sagar": RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: brijinder11@yahoo.co.nz
Date: May 16, 2008, 7:39
RAJNEESH CONTRA OSHO

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 17, 2008, 7:05
One day the little cubs woke up from their sleep
And God said
‘it is time to play now
Time to celebrate
The winter is over’
And God said
‘ I will give you sunshine
I will give you fresh water streams
I will give you honey
And fish from the water
I will give you games for play
And meadows of flowers
I will give you music ‘
And the cubs said
‘’Thank you God
We will bathe in your sunshine
Drink from your fresh water streams
Swim in their rock pools
Eat of your honey and fish
run through your meadows of flowers
We will play your heavenly games
And when we hear your music
We will dance
intoxicated
By the beauty of your grace'

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jun 9, 2008, 12:12
They fought for the space
Each one in his own way
Always knowing that they were the special one
All with their pathetic possessions
That gave them a sense of power
This is my family
These are my talents
These are my idols

They fought for the space
Each as selfish as the other
Like masters over their servants
Playing out barren roles of humility
I am a soul of knowledge
I am a soul of sexual power
I am a soul of talent
But ultimately knowing they were only the crowing rooster
Easily throttled for the next meal

They fought for the space
They fought for the right to rule the space
The space
The space once embattled would never be the same again
The space would untimately win
Once they began their battle
The space would throw them out
The space is only for those who feel
For the soul of one another
The space is only for those who love the other
As much as themselves
The space can never be won or lost
Only a temporary victory
As hollow as dry bones



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 12, 2008, 9:24
God had two angels one called heart and one called mind.
Mind was a very clever intelligent angel. He was very charismatic and very handsome. Souls were drawn to mind because he had such a beautiful magnetic power about him. Mind was so talented he could do anything he was awesome.
Heart on the other hand was quieter and seemed eccentric in this world of men. Heart angel was really only appreciated by mankind when there was a catastrophe or something and people needed kindness.
Heart and mind angel sort of worked together for God. Mind angel would draw people towards Gods way. But minds methods were very cruel and so heart angel was needed to comfort human kind so that they could walk through the dark night that mind angel would provide.
Heart and Mind angel needed to work together in balance.
Sometimes mind angel could see how much good he could do for mankind but he forgot that mankind had hearts and that they were only human. Heart angel would come to the rescue but alas mind angel would sometimes push so hard that heart angel could not pick up the pieces.
And then heart angel would bow her head and weep



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 13, 2008, 1:47
Mind and Heart angel use to be one Angel not two
However the world of man was so drawn to mind-angel and misunderstand his beauty and purpose.
Mind-heart Angel said love and they lusted
Mind-heart Angel said toil and they used others to toil for them
Mind-Heart angel became so busy dealing with the deceptions of man-mind
As man didn’t seem to understand that heart and mind worked together
Man separated them
And so finally Mind-Heart Angel had to separate too
His workload was so unbalanced that he had to set up a separate department
The department to deal with men’s minds
He knew the value of heart
But there were so few open hearts
And so sadly he gave up the beauty of his own heart
To help mankind



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 13, 2008, 2:07
And when God says it is time for me to return to the pulsating heart-soul
He will send the beautiful Heart Angel to stroke my body and call me home
And I will surrender with Grace to her beautiful touch
And I will ask her to tell Mind Angel, ‘Do not despair
That all men have not closed their hearts
When walking in the sea of mankind
The harshness of one to the other
Becomes easy to bear as we close our hearts more and more
It is the encounter with kindness that breaks us
The encounter with honest tenderness
The opening to pure love through the searching of our heart-mind
That brings us undone
And Heart-Angel maybe if you could ask Mind-Angel if it is time for him to join you again
He must be suffering so.



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 27, 2008, 23:37
I would be grateful if you would put an up to date accurate picture on this site as I haven/t seen you for such a long time and the one up now doesn't look like you anyway
love

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Aug 1, 2008, 12:39
What kind of sensitivity is it
nothing that I can understand
Sensitivity with a bludgeon in your right hand
Sensitivity with an iron bar
I would like to tell you what I think about
conscious sensitivity

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Aug 23, 2008, 6:52
And do you say unto them, you who wear the sign of eternity, do you speak to them of your beloved

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Aug 27, 2008, 11:03
The diversity takes my breath away but the bird could come home and still transform to its hearts content

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:21
Riding alone
Across a star filled sky
Surrounded by cold and dark
Moon glow spilling of my clothes
Faster, faster
Midnight flight
Wild, alone, fast, faster, faster
No feeling now
Face frozen cold
Faster, faster
Brittle now
Flesh peeling away
Body Disintegrating
Nothing left now
Silence
Star filled night
Cold and dark
Moon glow, star glow
Nothing more
Silence

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:24
Deep from Silence
I call
My song so beautiful
White beauty emerging
From the sultry silence
Moving so sensuously and elegantly
The silence, the sound , the silhouette
Become oNE
Entrancedyou watch
Unable to move
You swallow
You salivate
And then I am gone



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:35
Limitless energy, limitless forms
Your purpose to corale the object of your desire
The hunter
Who would kill that which he desires
The madman
Becoming one with the creator
Through his passion
The eagle who soars overhead
pinpointing the target with his eye
and then he dives
Dives towards the earth
His prey is stunned
He grabs it in his tallons
This time he has caught a magical serpent
She defies his accurae death blow
She writhes in his tallons
She wraps herself around his strong legs
and then she bites
Her poison spreads through his body as
she bleeds to death
He starts to fall in the sky
He so mighty
With she so earth bound
Holding the dying serpent.
Both so beautiful
both dying now
The power so great
And they would die together
Fall to the earth
Broken
A glow surounds their bodies
Fire lights the entwined forms
A massive golden eagle and
a golden serpent flaming
Emerge
Their flame turns to red
The sky is ablaze
The eagle flies upward
The serpent now winged
Raises her beautiful head and
With her amazing from
moves sensously,and elegantly
her voice sings so beautifully
He is captivated

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:03
What makes a master?
Longing?
What makes a disciple?
Longing?
Long ing for what?
For oneself?
For each other?

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:05
I long to be me
I long for you
May I be whole master?
My dance if for you alone

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:11
My soul is yours
My heart is your heart
My love is your love
My mind is your mind
My body is your body
My spirit is your spirit
Your soul is in my soul
Your heart is safe in my heart
Your love is safe with my love
Your body is my most beloved form
And with my spirit you will soar

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 26, 2008, 1:36
My original face is joy and play
I am put in places of isolation
Not part of anything
On the fringe of everything
Locked out
Do you want me to experience the pain of separation
And go beyond it
To feel the illusion of it
I will play with my mad Sufi lovers
In my physical isolation
I am a mad Sufi lover
I will play with my own love
I will feel my own pain
Then feel my tenderness for myself
Feel my love and care for myself
I will call in the power of love to play with me
I will ask myself to connect with the play and joy of the source that I am
I will call on my brothers and sisters
The lovers that are touching my shoulders
The invisible forces that kiss my cheeks
Whisper in my ears
Tickle my mind with their humour
I will go deeply into this terrible pain
I pray that I will come out the other side
And forever feel connected
Forever feel that I too am the source


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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 27, 2008, 0:14
Beautiful companions, a shand,y a warm day a lovely garden, good food. Ahhh.

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 27, 2008, 10:13
I watch you in all your different roles
A silent witness
So touched by you
My heart hurts



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 1:20
Sammi how long is so long?

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 2:35
The weather is changing
It has picked up in intensity
There is a front
A build up
Something is brewing

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 3:04
I used to go to the bush and look
At the trees
at the birds
at the sticks
and the logs
At the animals
I used to go to the bush and look

I went to the bush
And I looked
And then I knew
Something was looking
Like a space ship
With a zoom lens
Focused
The bush was silent and still
I was the only thing moving

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 3:11
The end is always sad
Saying goodbye to familiar hearts
Familiar faces

The end is always
Standing alone again
A child at the dawn



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 4:08
I am jumping out of my skin

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Oct 2, 2008, 1:21
Is this shocking story your truth Samveda

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:10
The beginning is always uncertain
Feeling for vibration
A child at the dawn






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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:14
Friend



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:22
Full moon tonight
Back in Sydney
Hair straight
Sunburnt face
Swimming, walking
kundalini
Fried zucchini and rice
Cake for afternoon tea
Exchanged emails with baby
Hang my clothes
Tidy my room
Maybe sit for a while
Clear skies
Tourists chatting
This is Sydney




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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 13, 2008, 12:01
Walking down the lane
Lane A
The boys in the hotel say good morning
They are ready to play
The fruit walla, unlocks his papayas, coconuts figs, bananas and says Kutira
The chai walla has a full stand of men sipping their chai
A dog eats some rice off the ground someone has thrown for him
The little dog with the tumour on her spine looks for a warm spot and sleeps she has little strength and she is so beautiful
the shoe repairer sitting in the dust on a small cloth
smiles and waves
The laundry man teases 'it isnt ready yet come later'
Sureka is asleep in the complex across the road from me, soon she will open her shop full of silks and crepes and cottons and we will sit and chat. Nanda will be in her own shop too surrounded by statues and toys and shoes and colours that say India
The rickshaw drivers call for business and greet each passing face.
German Bakery is in full swing with coffees, teas, eggs fruit juice and mixed fruit porridge. Many people are chatting. So early in the morning and they are chatting
The new hotel on the corner has many guards and they say good morning as I pass by, there are men washing cars parked across from the big new hotel cars that belong to the people who stay at the big new hotel and they laugh as they wash the cars.
Two women sweep the street and blow dust all over
Three blind people hold onto one another and walk down the lane together I dont notice that they are blind and dont get out of their way
They say sorry
At the small shop across from my hotel
a little girl looks up to the counter and buys a sweet
Two buffalo appear
the traffic worries them and they keep moving towards the burning gatts
The place where we will all go
When our bodies are worn out
And we can no longer play in Lane a
The beggars will be here soon
The men in their saffron robes stand with dignity
Holking their brass bowls
And when I cross over North Main Road
When I become part of the traffic flow of North Main Road
And am carried safely to the other side
heir is another adventure of stall holders
With brightly coloured cloths
With robes, shoes, sandals
And the flower walla
I turn into front gate lane and notice the beautiful road
and the beautifully paved street
All the beautiful trees g by the grace
And I watch my footsteps and I go more inside
I become aware of my own movement
Where are my shoulders
Is my step grounded
I notice the beautiful houses and their wonderful gardens
And I approach the gates of the resort
The day has only just begun



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 19, 2008, 3:54
'I can't hold it for long this is the last pair
and you can have two pairs for the price of one' he said
'but I only want one pair'
'then you may have a 25% discount on one pair
but just think if you buy two pairs
I will do you a deal and halve the price of the extras
and your rebate will be extra on two pairs
and you will only pay an extra $30 for 2 pairs' he said
But I thought it was 2 for the price of one
And I only want one pair

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 30, 2008, 6:39
You could at least remember

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 3, 2008, 0:56
Yes

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 5, 2008, 8:49
Keep the number silent
It is not the right time
Stay with your self
There is still much to do
This is not the time

Years pass
Patience is the game
No expectations no desires filled
Stay with the process

Work with the body work with the mind
Stroke them, court them
Be the lover
Feed them
You have nothing to give
Not yet

Slowly slowly almost imperceptibly
The hard shell begins to crack
Tiny tiny cracks becoming bigger and bigger
There is light coming from within the shell
Light meeting light

It is the right time




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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:51
Hi Sammi
I woke up early
so that I could be
the first
to wish you
happy birthday
love
have a wonderful day

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:53
I looked for you and I saw
Fields of flowers and sunshine
I saw forests
With rivers flowing through them

I looked for you
And saw you laughing
Heard your laughter
I saw the spirit of joy

I looked within
And I found that same spirit
Dancing in celebration

Wild spirits
Free now
Happy Birthday Sammi
And then some more



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:54
Happy birthday Sammi
loving you always
love

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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 24, 2008, 6:01
If I loved you less
I could have settled for less
If I had loved you less
I could be like everyone else
If I loved you less
I could be sitting in a family group tonight
Not knowing any better
Just happy to be getting stoned
Surrounded by grandchildren
Content in my dotage

But you surrounded me
You hijacked me
You stole my spirit away

Tonight I could be spending christmas
Surrounded by children
Adoring me
But you stole my soul


remembering the children I had
Remembering that once I belonged
Like everyone else






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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 25, 2008, 23:37
It feels to me like it is getting cooler now
Something feels different



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: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jan 6, 2009, 9:33
Very tired tonight
Is it nearly over

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