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	chetan nirup(sunil ranjan): beloved Email: sunil_ranjanhotmail.com Date: Nov 5, 2001, 8:32
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amano:
Date: Nov 5, 2001, 17:31

Pune is really beautiful place
 
And I feel immensssssely drawn there
 
But I have a large rottweiler who can't come in the commune,and he comes again with me to Pune/elswhere in India also in Febuary,but by which time it will be almost too hot for him so we will sod off up north where its cooler and cleaner for Mulla.I would love to be in The pune ashram doing all the delicious groups etc yet it seems that certain members of Ashram security always seem to be crawling up my ass for whatever reason.So I am being a coward and avoiding them because otherwise there:ll eventually be a big punch up.I'm all for meditation but I feel alot of the people in inner circle are racist white people like with thier nose in the air.And one of the reasons I go to India is to tune in to that thousand years old enlightenement vibe ever throbbing and present in india,and the stuck up white people ruin it but that's just my projections.I get fed up with white people asking me "so how did you get into sanyass" as if it's the exclusive reserve of rich whites,europeans only plus lesser Indians.
 
So I stick two resolute fingers at this dead crowd hang out with some beautful musicians and real masters who aren't running around the marble clad floors charging the earth for a bunch of new age dollars grabbing crap.
 
Don't get your mind wrong here osho's meditation techniques are perfect but all those made up "self help" groups give yourselves a break.Either you have a soul or you don't and money can't buy the priceless commodity.
 
I really must stand up for truth here and proclaim osho beautiful but the whole ugly business around him should rot in ther sewers of pune but hey isn't it all beautiful anyway....
 
So I'll stick to my dick
 
and stay out the thick
 
of it

Samveda: Czech Sannyasins
Email: samborrett

ozemail.com.au
Date: Nov 6, 2001, 0:18

Chech sannyasins, because they are so fresh and innocent have a very big advantage over others if they are sincere and interested enough in meditation.
 
If they have this interest and thirst, which I feel they do , they need to nourish it as often as they can. In the beginning I feel it can be helpful to be around other meditators who have some experience of Osho's meditations and also others who are starting.
 
In this way they can be encouraged to keep going because usually the pressure to make money is so much that meditation gets left far behind. When you mix from time to time with others who are searching, it is a kind of support and as humans we seems to need support of some kind or other. And in this context I feel Shangri La is the perfect place as the flavour of meditation is very much here and is very supportive and helpful for the individual.
 
I feel that Czech sannyasins should continue enjoying, having fun, meditating and should not take any notice of anyone who puts himself or herself out there as a Guru. Everyone is in the same boat ( more or less) and to put someone else up there as a guru is very damaging for the human spirit as far as I'm concerned.
 
Als o to go to Poona, if this is possible as Poona is still very much a great place to visit and can give you a lot if you are open for it.

amano: RE:Czech Sannyasins
Date: Nov 8, 2001, 22:39

everything is beautiful and whoever puts themself up as a guru is needed for those who need the illusion.Existence is not just this this two edged sword that all the winsome poets have told you about.....
 
And in fact and although existence can be likened to nothing according to me I most closely give the example of the perfect diamond with it's one and the many facets..... but try to understand that the bliss of aloneness and the bliss of sharing and the pain are all needed none can exist without the other...and none can not coexist without the other they are all there for your growth or nothing at all depoending on where your obviously at and this is not a candy shop for conciousness here ......wow your message so beautiful penetrates the heart .I get so caught up in the "white people them and us trip" and all their projections and mine about them and after all projections are just projections
 
And no-one can know the pain of living in different skin but I have a sanyassin friend of mine who is very upper class public school white english and spends his time drinking gin into oblivion{not true sorry tindall!! urrgggh !!} and he has a very slight facial blemish and this is such a trip for him thinking that all the women find him not beautiful which is such utter garbage and should be kept there.And he says that all the white women find me so beautiful with my "black skin and great big penis/dick" which is such absolute crap and so way off the erudite mark in fact.And as if size makes a goddam difference (BIN LADEN- 5 PENTAGON -0] hurgh hurgh hurgh. So all of us have indeed our pain and trauma that happened and happens or is happening
 
and love is just love
 
and all is on t he path to love and bask in it and sing and play that instrument or paint that picture or sculpt or whatever
 
so i'll keep playing my music
 
rockin on
 
I'll be in Pune in feb very briefly but more likely way up north cooler and cleaner for my
 
dog like I said then it's back too sexually pent up europe where all the dutch girls want to shag me but won't because they want to but thier mothers says no,no seriously just joking not seriously
 
but I'm enjoying the absolute joke of me
 
and the beauty that you share
 
humoungus hugs to you samveda

	prasanna: RE:RE:RE:Czech Sannyasins Date: Nov 11, 2001, 18:40
	its so sad how osho's name is being abused here I'll complain to dyanesh.Oh I haven't had an orgasm in years any offers??

	Santoshi: RE:RE:RE:RE:Cze ch Sannyasins Date: Nov 11, 2001, 18:43
	I'll shag yer darling meet me after cosmic happenings gropu at pyramids after white robe

	Sw Veet Dunga: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE: Czech Sannyasins Date: Nov 11, 2001, 18:47
	This is discrace yu ussing dis sight as a no go no hoper enfield this is not in osho's name .And dis iz against indian tradition why yu can't wait until marriage before you love your wife.And neve mind dat my balls are big as footballs from ongoing sexual repression please stick to cultrure

Katha: meditation=the freedom of .........
Email: anuragkatha

yahoo.com
Date: Nov 15, 2001, 15:12

Hi Samveda,
 
Nice to " see "you here again.Where are you now?Let's chat a little more prive?
 
and yes ,for me Meditation is the only time to be all-one.
 
A big Hallo and Sawadee from Osho Paramdham in Thailand ,Koh Samui.
 
P.S. if you like to sit with an enlightent person,we can meet at our Meditationhall here on Samui at 6 pm(daily Meditation).
 
S till loving you ,so come to see us Osho's here.Our web.:www.axolotlvillage.c om/meditationcenter
 
Love Katha.

Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405

yahoo.com.au
Date: Nov 18, 2005, 4:37

Hello Sw Chetan Samveda 
I read through your article because I too have an enlightened master and it is for the love of this master that I read patiently through your article. It is such a rare thing to speak to someone who knows what it really is to have a master and so I am messaging you. 
 
I am in deep love with my master, a love of this world and beyond,one that transcends time and space and that is very shocking thing to say. It is a very dangerous thing for me to say this because whenever I proclaim my love for my master publicly he being omniscient knows and whenever this happens he knows that he is secure enough and that I am secure enough in his love to take the earth away from me again. Maybe because you are not an enlightened master yourself you might not understand my particular experience. But because Osho is your master I thought you might understand. 
As I said it is difficult to talk to people about such things 
Hoping there is a trampoline to soften my fall 
Kutira

	fairy bliss: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: birthday4uyahoo.com.au Date: Dec 19, 2005, 2:17
	The birthday fairy checked her list<br /> She didnt want to miss<br /> this chance to send <br /> her fairy kiss<br /> <br /> On this special day<br /> she sends to you<br /> you birthday wish<br /> <br /> Happy Birthday Sammi<br /> Love always<br /> Fairy Bliss

	Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: arrow405yahoo.com.au Date: Apr 19, 2006, 6:16
	And does your master breathe fire too

	Kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: arrow405yahoo.com.au Date: May 18, 2006, 2:18
	And sometimes does it feel like your master is 1000 mousetraps that surround you and there is just no escaping him/her. And sometimes do you just breathe in your master and nothing else. This love is madness. This love drives me and drives me crazy. Is that what it feels like to you Sammi

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: arrow405yahoo.com.au Date: May 23, 2006, 2:41
	Like what Sammi?

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405

yahoo.com.au
Date: May 30, 2006, 0:37

Let me tell you about my master. If you look you won't find him, if you feel he is there. He is sensitivity he is beyond belief like the Universe and its magic he has become one with it. He is the supreme lover. He is rich beyond all wealth he is love itself he is formless and endless forms. My master is unimagineable. Sometime when I get a glimpse of his force I can stop breathing. And did I mention playful. I love you so much master and I see so little. Please forgive me in advance for my failures I am trying as best as I can. 
In deep love 
Kutira

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 7, 2006, 12:23
	I miss you so much

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Oct 19, 2006, 11:38
	only once

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Feb 12, 2007, 6:42
	I really wish you would be softer you are killing me and I have had enough

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 1, 2007, 10:42
	What sort of a child would write that?

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 7, 2007, 3:21
	Tell me why you love me so much

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 7, 2007, 4:13
	Well go on tell me

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 11, 2007, 2:07
	I/m watiing. Or should I say I am floating

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 12, 2007, 4:12
	So Hi there big daddy can you just hang round on a passing cloud for a day - do you always have to be so bloody active

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 12, 2007, 9:55
	Does any one else write to you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 13, 2007, 9:51
	So what have you got to say for yourself honey

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 14, 2007, 3:10
	So hows it hanging honey. Are all your d's as entertaining as me<br /> I bet you would love to answer back. Shame you cant it must just about kill your augmentations See, mixing with a better class of people gives me a better vocab. Well, may your silences be humorous and your talk fests brief. Good luck to your wife and may your christmases be many.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 14, 2007, 4:13
	an what - another one? another time? an what honey bunney?

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 26, 2007, 12:05
	I'm not talking to you

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 27, 2007, 6:40

Hello sammi I'm still not talking to you but anyway. If loving and being loved are one in the same thing and the heart is an explosion of joy for the beloved and if the positive polarity for the man is fired by the positive polarity of the woman then what do you feel like I wonder? is the body headless I wonder? And if the positive polarity of the woman is fired by the positive polarity of the man then I wonder what I feel like. Mmmm

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 28, 2007, 11:40
	back again

	Katha: daily Kundalini in Thailand Email: anuragkathagmail.com Date: Mar 29, 2007, 11:57
	visit us at Osho Paramdham on Samui/Ban Tai<br /> <br /> www.paramdhamcente r.com

martin karnas: RE:Czech Sannyasins
Email: martin_kar26

yahoo.com
Date: Apr 5, 2007, 10:57

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Katha: Shocking Story No.2
WWW: www.paramdhamcenter.com
Email: anuragkatha

gmail.com
Date: Apr 8, 2007, 4:30

Beloved friends and fellow travelers, 
the rumor is going around ,(because of a letter I was writing here to a friend ) that I am enlightent and invite people here for Satsang.I am not! And have no Intentions to be. 
So,please stop sending me e-mails or add me on your website. 
 
I don"t have time for Enlightenment! 
I am to busy for giving Sessions or Lessons in any way. 
 
If you are really interested in Enlightenment:DO It YOURSELF! 
Go inside,meditate,find a group and join.Easy! 
 
I suggest you to join Meditations at Osho Paramdham here in Thailand or go India,Pune Osho Resort. 
 
Again, nobody gave and gives Satsang here. 
(Osho: "Enlightenment,S atsang,all dirty words....) 
We are all Lovers here of our Master OSHO.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 8, 2007, 7:33
	I want my friend now please can I have my friend now

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 11, 2007, 10:32
	Thank you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 12, 2007, 5:50
	Not just a picture in body please

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 23, 2007, 5:42
	has to be the right head eh sammi

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 23, 2007, 5:43
	what is your favourite message sammi

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 30, 2007, 5:16
	I am only writing so that I can see any more entries not because I like you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jun 6, 2007, 4:27
	All my life goes into transformation and meditation and joy and love and celebration and laughter but I still miss you sammi, I still love you sammi, what a loser eh!

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jun 13, 2007, 4:42
	I hope you are feeling better

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jun 18, 2007, 11:18
	So Sammi you know I am the million dollar baby. So why dont you write back to me.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 7, 2007, 1:26
	I still miss you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 9, 2007, 8:57
	Still missing you sammi<br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 14, 2007, 4:36
	Do you know this loneliness Sammi is that why you have been with me in so many forms? I sit with it I stay with it. This loneliness

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 16, 2007, 10:06

Still lonely sammi!?. If I could see you then I would stop writing to you that would be good for you just think no irritating messages. No constant questions. You could sit down talk to me for a while and I could chatter to you and you would put an end to this. Peace just think what that would be like peace perfect peace. Oh wouldnt you love to be free of me of the little squeaky voice that sounds like it needs oiling. We could talk until I had had enough of talking and then I would be free and you would be free. That sounds good doesnt it. I dont talk about challenges in every day life and things like that I only talk about ordinary things that would be fun dont you think and you could just pretend to listen and that would be enough for me. I think I would like to have fun now. Would you like to have fun now sammi? You could talk to me too and I promise I would pretend to listen most of the time anyway because you do talk a lot once you get going and I tend to lose track a bit of what you are actually talking about but I promise I would definitely do my best. So what do you say. I cant really hear you at the moment but if you come a bit closer Im sure I will. Loving you as always sammi 
kutira

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 16, 2007, 10:08
	Sweet dreams, good night beloved

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 30, 2007, 5:21
	I miss you like crazy Sammi like crazy

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 6, 2007, 5:35
	Have I told you lately Sammi. It never changes. It was the only force powerful enough to make me let go it is some force. I would like to touch you again. Just to feel you I miss you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 21, 2007, 11:54
	And after all this you still doubt me

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 27, 2007, 11:51
	And yes she does breathe fire too

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 5, 2007, 11:48
	I havent sent you any mail for a while so I thought I would make your day. What are you having for dinner tonight maybe sweet potato I am having mixed veges with peanut butter sauce. I wish you were having dinner with me

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 6, 2007, 11:59
	Good night Sammi

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 9, 2007, 6:10
	Why won't you talk to me I need too

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 9, 2007, 6:10
	Why won't you talk to me I need too

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 10, 2007, 12:13
	Hey sammi do you really enjoy my objective comments

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 27, 2007, 5:05

Looking at the full moon 
My children awe struck 
point and ask 
What is she 
that rides so low in the sky 
On a precipice 
So vulnerable 
so round 
so full of womanly grace 
so luscious 
and I say 
she is the moon my beloved 
she calls to the sun 
she reflects his glory 
He is the one 
and she is his glorious reflection 
so alone up there 
waiting 
alone 
so beautiful 
Bathed in his soul 
Her glorious love 
lighting the night sky 
Revealing to all lovers 
their sublime love affair

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Oct 22, 2007, 5:29
	Did I dream you old man<br /> Did my thoughts conjur you like a magician<br /> But how could that be?<br /> I conjured a magician

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Nov 5, 2007, 3:50
	What do you feel when I cry<br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 5, 2007, 4:03

Maybe if you knew how much my heart hurts 
Maybe if you came with me and saw my boy floating past me 
May be if you saw the hounds that rip at my heart 
Maybe then you would let me rest in peace. 
You with your beloved 
You went too far 
I couldnt go back 
An aging woman 
Little more than to be pitied 
A fool 
What a fool in the world of man 
The same mistakes for another life 
God give me strength to carry on 
Trying so hard 
With all my heart and soul 
And yet again 
Another life 
Wasted 
The savage hounds yet again 
have won the battle

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 19, 2007, 3:10
	Happy Birthday Samveda<br /> sending you all my love<br /> Kutira<br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Apr 22, 2008, 6:27

Hello old man 
Have you heard the bell ring 
that there is a new entry 
do you feign lack of interest 
or do you wait a little to savour the moment 
or just go straight to the head of the writer 
 
do you crave for the time 
when there is someone 
in your room 
On this earhly plain 
 
An angel you may be 
And with angels you may play 
but you want more 
you are driven 
by your desire to dance 
the eternal dance of joy 
with the beloved 
of your eternal life and soul 
 
Crazed and crazy 
You plan and act 
working intensely 
The many players that you are 
The inexhaustible energy 
coming straight from the source 
 
 
old man young man child 
old woman young woman child 
dog cat snail 
what manner are you today 
old man of mine

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 9, 2008, 11:19

Would God ask for a house or a home? 
A house could give him shelter 
and a place to cook his food 
and a bed to sleep 
and a bath to wash himself 
and a laundry for washing his clothes 
That should be enough for God 
But wait I hear him calling "no beloved that is not enough" 
I want a warm fire when I return at the end of the day 
I want my dinner at a table surrounded by loving faces 
I want laughter and companionship 
I want soft arms around me so that I can feel the warmth of a loving soul 
I want my heart filled with love 
I want my soul filled with home

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 9, 2008, 11:47
	Good night Samveda<br /> It is night time here <br /> I will wash my hair<br /> And I will go to sleep soon<br /> Do you ever go to sleep<br /> You can answer tomorrow <br /> if you don't have time tonight<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 9, 2008, 11:47
	Good night Samveda<br /> It is night time here <br /> I will wash my hair<br /> And I will go to sleep soon<br /> Do you ever go to sleep<br /> You can answer tomorrow <br /> if you don't have time tonight<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />

	Brijinder"Sagar": RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: brijinder11yahoo.co.nz Date: May 16, 2008, 7:39
	RAJNEESH CONTRA OSHO

	Nishkam: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Email: inforebelliousspirit.com Date: May 16, 2008, 9:57
	Dear Brijinder "Sagar",<br /> please respect the sharing space and do not post your BIG message more than once. Thank you or understanding

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: May 17, 2008, 7:05

One day the little cubs woke up from their sleep 
And God said 
�?it is time to play now 
Time to celebrate 
The winter is over’ 
And God said 
�? I will give you sunshine 
I will give you fresh water streams 
I will give you honey 
And fish from the water 
I will give you games for play 
And meadows of flowers 
I will give you music �? 
And the cubs said 
�?’Thank you God 
We will bathe in your sunshine 
Drink from your fresh water streams 
Swim in their rock pools 
Eat of your honey and fish 
run through your meadows of flowers 
We will play your heavenly games 
And when we hear your music 
We will dance 
intoxicated 
By the beauty of your grace'

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jun 9, 2008, 12:12

They fought for the space 
Each one in his own way 
Always knowing that they were the special one 
All with their pathetic possessions 
That gave them a sense of power 
This is my family 
These are my talents 
These are my idols 
 
They fought for the space 
Each as selfish as the other 
Like masters over their servants 
Playing out barren roles of humility 
I am a soul of knowledge 
I am a soul of sexual power 
I am a soul of talent 
But ultimately knowing they were only the crowing rooster 
Easily throttled for the next meal 
 
They fought for the space 
They fought for the right to rule the space 
The space 
The space once embattled would never be the same again 
The space would untimately win 
Once they began their battle 
The space would throw them out 
The space is only for those who feel 
For the soul of one another 
The space is only for those who love the other 
As much as themselves 
The space can never be won or lost 
Only a temporary victory 
As hollow as dry bones

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 12, 2008, 9:24

God had two angels one called heart and one called mind. 
Mind was a very clever intelligent angel. He was very charismatic and very handsome. Souls were drawn to mind because he had such a beautiful magnetic power about him. Mind was so talented he could do anything he was awesome. 
Heart on the other hand was quieter and seemed eccentric in this world of men. Heart angel was really only appreciated by mankind when there was a catastrophe or something and people needed kindness. 
Heart and mind angel sort of worked together for God. Mind angel would draw people towards Gods way. But minds methods were very cruel and so heart angel was needed to comfort human kind so that they could walk through the dark night that mind angel would provide. 
Heart and Mind angel needed to work together in balance. 
Sometimes mind angel could see how much good he could do for mankind but he forgot that mankind had hearts and that they were only human. Heart angel would come to the rescue but alas mind angel would sometimes push so hard that heart angel could not pick up the pieces. 
And then heart angel would bow her head and weep

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 13, 2008, 1:47

Mind and Heart angel use to be one Angel not two 
However the world of man was so drawn to mind-angel and misunderstand his beauty and purpose. 
Mind-heart Angel said love and they lusted 
Mind-heart Angel said toil and they used others to toil for them 
Mind-Heart angel became so busy dealing with the deceptions of man-mind 
As man didn’t seem to understand that heart and mind worked together 
Man separated them 
And so finally Mind-Heart Angel had to separate too 
His workload was so unbalanced that he had to set up a separate department 
The department to deal with men’s minds 
He knew the value of heart 
But there were so few open hearts 
And so sadly he gave up the beauty of his own heart 
To help mankind

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 13, 2008, 2:07

And when God says it is time for me to return to the pulsating heart-soul 
He will send the beautiful Heart Angel to stroke my body and call me home 
And I will surrender with Grace to her beautiful touch 
And I will ask her to tell Mind Angel, �?Do not despair 
That all men have not closed their hearts 
When walking in the sea of mankind 
The harshness of one to the other 
Becomes easy to bear as we close our hearts more and more 
It is the encounter with kindness that breaks us 
The encounter with honest tenderness 
The opening to pure love through the searching of our heart-mind 
That brings us undone 
And Heart-Angel maybe if you could ask Mind-Angel if it is time for him to join you again 
He must be suffering so.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 27, 2008, 23:37
	I would be grateful if you would put an up to date accurate picture on this site as I haven/t seen you for such a long time and the one up now doesn't look like you anyway<br /> love

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 1, 2008, 12:39
	What kind of sensitivity is it<br /> nothing that I can understand<br /> Sensitivity with a bludgeon in your right hand<br /> Sensitivity with an iron bar <br /> I would like to tell you what I think about <br /> conscious sensitivity

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 3, 2008, 10:30
	come in spinner

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 23, 2008, 6:52
	And do you say unto them, you who wear the sign of eternity, do you speak to them of your beloved

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Aug 27, 2008, 11:03
	The diversity takes my breath away but the bird could come home and still transform to its hearts content

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:21

Riding alone 
Across a star filled sky 
Surrounded by cold and dark 
Moon glow spilling of my clothes 
Faster, faster 
Midnight flight 
Wild, alone, fast, faster, faster 
No feeling now 
Face frozen cold 
Faster, faster 
Brittle now 
Flesh peeling away 
Body Disintegrating 
Nothing left now 
Silence 
Star filled night 
Cold and dark 
Moon glow, star glow 
Nothing more 
Silence

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:24
	Deep from Silence<br /> I call<br /> My song so beautiful<br /> White beauty emerging<br /> From the sultry silence<br /> Moving so sensuously and elegantly<br /> The silence, the sound , the silhouette<br /> Become oNE<br /> Entrancedyou watch<br /> Unable to move<br /> You swallow<br /> You salivate<br /> And then I am gone<br /> <br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 4, 2008, 11:35

Limitless energy, limitless forms 
Your purpose to corale the object of your desire 
The hunter 
Who would kill that which he desires 
The madman 
Becoming one with the creator 
Through his passion 
The eagle who soars overhead 
pinpointing the target with his eye 
and then he dives 
Dives towards the earth 
His prey is stunned 
He grabs it in his tallons 
This time he has caught a magical serpent 
She defies his accurae death blow 
She writhes in his tallons 
She wraps herself around his strong legs 
and then she bites 
Her poison spreads through his body as 
she bleeds to death 
He starts to fall in the sky 
He so mighty 
With she so earth bound 
Holding the dying serpent. 
Both so beautiful 
both dying now 
The power so great 
And they would die together 
Fall to the earth 
Broken 
A glow surounds their bodies 
Fire lights the entwined forms 
A massive golden eagle and 
a golden serpent flaming 
Emerge 
Their flame turns to red 
The sky is ablaze 
The eagle flies upward 
The serpent now winged 
Raises her beautiful head and 
With her amazing from 
moves sensously,and elegantly 
her voice sings so beautifully 
He is captivated

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:03
	What makes a master?<br /> Longing?<br /> What makes a disciple?<br /> Longing?<br /> Longing for what?<br /> For oneself?<br /> For each other?

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:05
	I long to be me<br /> I long for you<br /> May I be whole master?<br /> My dance if for you alone

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 17, 2008, 10:11
	My soul is yours<br /> My heart is your heart<br /> My love is your love<br /> My mind is your mind<br /> My body is your body<br /> My spirit is your spirit<br /> Your soul is in my soul<br /> Your heart is safe in my heart<br /> Your love is safe with my love<br /> Your body is my most beloved form<br /> And with my spirit you will soar

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 26, 2008, 1:36

My original face is joy and play 
I am put in places of isolation 
Not part of anything 
On the fringe of everything 
Locked out 
Do you want me to experience the pain of separation 
And go beyond it 
To feel the illusion of it 
I will play with my mad Sufi lovers 
In my physical isolation 
I am a mad Sufi lover 
I will play with my own love 
I will feel my own pain 
Then feel my tenderness for myself 
Feel my love and care for myself 
I will call in the power of love to play with me 
I will ask myself to connect with the play and joy of the source that I am 
I will call on my brothers and sisters 
The lovers that are touching my shoulders 
The invisible forces that kiss my cheeks 
Whisper in my ears 
Tickle my mind with their humour 
I will go deeply into this terrible pain 
I pray that I will come out the other side 
And forever feel connected 
Forever feel that I too am the source

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 27, 2008, 0:14
	Beautiful companions, a shand,y a warm day a lovely garden, good food. Ahhh.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 27, 2008, 10:13
	I watch you in all your different roles<br /> A silent witness<br /> So touched by you <br /> My heart hurts<br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 29, 2008, 1:20
	Sammi how long is so long?

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 29, 2008, 2:35
	The weather is changing<br /> It has picked up in intensity<br /> There is a front<br /> A build up<br /> Something is brewing

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Sep 29, 2008, 3:04

I used to go to the bush and look 
At the trees 
at the birds 
at the sticks 
and the logs 
At the animals 
I used to go to the bush and look 
 
I went to the bush 
And I looked 
And then I knew 
Something was looking 
Like a space ship 
With a zoom lens 
Focused 
The bush was silent and still 
I was the only thing moving

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 29, 2008, 3:11
	The end is always sad<br /> Saying goodbye to familiar hearts<br /> Familiar faces<br /> <br /> The end is always<br /> Standing alone again<br /> A child at the dawn<br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Sep 29, 2008, 4:08
	I am jumping out of my skin

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Oct 2, 2008, 1:21
	Is this shocking story your truth Samveda

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:10
	The beginning is always uncertain<br /> Feeling for vibration<br /> A child at the dawn<br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:14
	Friend <br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Nov 13, 2008, 11:22
	Full moon tonight<br /> Back in Sydney<br /> Hair straight<br /> Sunburnt face<br /> Swimming, walking<br /> kundalini<br /> Fried zucchini and rice<br /> Cake for afternoon tea<br /> Exchanged emails with baby<br /> Hang my clothes<br /> Tidy my room <br /> Maybe sit for a while<br /> Clear skies<br /> Tourists chatting<br /> This is Sydney<br /> <br /> <br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 13, 2008, 12:01

Walking down the lane 
Lane A 
The boys in the hotel say good morning 
They are ready to play 
The fruit walla, unlocks his papayas, coconuts figs, bananas and says Kutira 
The chai walla has a full stand of men sipping their chai 
A dog eats some rice off the ground someone has thrown for him 
The little dog with the tumour on her spine looks for a warm spot and sleeps she has little strength and she is so beautiful 
the shoe repairer sitting in the dust on a small cloth 
smiles and waves 
The laundry man teases 'it isnt ready yet come later' 
Sureka is asleep in the complex across the road from me, soon she will open her shop full of silks and crepes and cottons and we will sit and chat. Nanda will be in her own shop too surrounded by statues and toys and shoes and colours that say India 
The rickshaw drivers call for business and greet each passing face. 
German Bakery is in full swing with coffees, teas, eggs fruit juice and mixed fruit porridge. Many people are chatting. So early in the morning and they are chatting 
The new hotel on the corner has many guards and they say good morning as I pass by, there are men washing cars parked across from the big new hotel cars that belong to the people who stay at the big new hotel and they laugh as they wash the cars. 
Two women sweep the street and blow dust all over 
Three blind people hold onto one another and walk down the lane together I dont notice that they are blind and dont get out of their way 
They say sorry 
At the small shop across from my hotel 
a little girl looks up to the counter and buys a sweet 
Two buffalo appear 
the traffic worries them and they keep moving towards the burning gatts 
The place where we will all go 
When our bodies are worn out 
And we can no longer play in Lane a 
The beggars will be here soon 
The men in their saffron robes stand with dignity 
Holking their brass bowls 
And when I cross over North Main Road 
When I become part of the traffic flow of North Main Road 
And am carried safely to the other side 
heir is another adventure of stall holders 
With brightly coloured cloths 
With robes, shoes, sandals 
And the flower walla 
I turn into front gate lane and notice the beautiful road 
and the beautifully paved street 
All the beautiful trees g by the grace 
And I watch my footsteps and I go more inside 
I become aware of my own movement 
Where are my shoulders 
Is my step grounded 
I notice the beautiful houses and their wonderful gardens 
And I approach the gates of the resort 
The day has only just begun

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 19, 2008, 3:54

'I can't hold it for long this is the last pair 
and you can have two pairs for the price of one' he said 
'but I only want one pair' 
'then you may have a 25% discount on one pair 
but just think if you buy two pairs 
I will do you a deal and halve the price of the extras 
and your rebate will be extra on two pairs 
and you will only pay an extra $30 for 2 pairs' he said 
But I thought it was 2 for the price of one 
And I only want one pair

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Nov 30, 2008, 6:39
	You could at least remember

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 3, 2008, 0:56
	Yes

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 5, 2008, 8:49

Keep the number silent 
It is not the right time 
Stay with your self 
There is still much to do 
This is not the time 
 
Years pass 
Patience is the game 
No expectations no desires filled 
Stay with the process 
 
Work with the body work with the mind 
Stroke them, court them 
Be the lover 
Feed them 
You have nothing to give 
Not yet 
 
Slowly slowly almost imperceptibly 
The hard shell begins to crack 
Tiny tiny cracks becoming bigger and bigger 
There is light coming from within the shell 
Light meeting light 
 
It is the right time

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:51
	Hi Sammi<br /> I woke up early <br /> so that I could be<br /> the first <br /> to wish you<br /> happy birthday<br /> love<br /> have a wonderful day

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:53

I looked for you and I saw 
Fields of flowers and sunshine 
I saw forests 
With rivers flowing through them 
 
I looked for you 
And saw you laughing 
Heard your laughter 
I saw the spirit of joy 
 
I looked within 
And I found that same spirit 
Dancing in celebration 
 
Wild spirits 
Free now 
Happy Birthday Sammi 
And then some more

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 18, 2008, 18:54
	Happy birthday Sammi<br /> loving you always<br /> love

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 24, 2008, 6:01

If I loved you less 
I could have settled for less 
If I had loved you less 
I could be like everyone else 
If I loved you less 
I could be sitting in a family group tonight 
Not knowing any better 
Just happy to be getting stoned 
Surrounded by grandchildren 
Content in my dotage 
 
But you surrounded me 
You hijacked me 
You stole my spirit away 
 
Tonight I could be spending christmas 
Surrounded by children 
Adoring me 
But you stole my soul 
 
 
remembering the children I had 
Remembering that once I belonged 
Like everyone else

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 25, 2008, 23:37
	It feels to me like it is getting cooler now<br /> Something feels different <br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jan 6, 2009, 9:33
	Very tired tonight <br /> Is it nearly over

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jan 8, 2009, 6:06
	Letting Go<br /> As fast<br /> As much <br /> As thoughtfully<br /> As tentatively<br /> As intelligently<br /> As intuitively<br /> As lovingly<br /> <br /> Shaking me free<br /> Never quite sure<br /> When to make a move<br /> And When to let it go

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jan 11, 2009, 10:53

Thank you Sammi 
Thank you Sammi 
Thank you Sammi 
Once I asked you 
'will I love you 
as much 
when all of it is over' 
because the love was so beautiful 
and I wanted to feel like that forever 
and you said 'you will be grateful' 
 
Everyday deeper and deeper 
I fall into you 
My life is your life 
I love you Samveda 
I thank you 
and as much as my gratitude 
I am full of you 
I love you 
Thank you beloved Master

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jan 13, 2009, 6:26
	so tired sammi

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jan 22, 2009, 8:06

I was shocked to read an article on a website called virtually Osho (or something like that) It said that the trade mark of Osho would be removed some time early this year at least in USA and the resort had until April to make their submissions to have the decision reversed. 
They went on to say that it was a good thing to have the trademark removed because Osho was just a technique of meditations and this would make Osho available to more. Whatever they meant I do not know. 
Wikipedia had more understanding of Osho.

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Feb 12, 2009, 4:42

Look into the face of it. 
Sit with it 
Feel it 
Let every bone of your body feel it 
Take it into your solar plexus 
Let the fire run through you 
Let it pulse in your sex centre 
Feel it in your thighs 
Breathe with it 
Let the heat of it 
Expand throughout your stomach 
Feel the weakness that comes into your legs 
And now feel your heart 
Cool untouched by it 
The lower chakras are on fire with the heat 
Your heart is still 
There is no movement 
The belly is pounding 
But the heart is still 
The animal centre is on fire 
But the soul is undisturbed 
Watch the stomach 
And the see how long it takes for the heat to subside 
Sit in your heart now and let the body relax

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Feb 13, 2009, 5:35

The odds of being right are one in a million. What seems right is an illusion. It is the total mystery of illusion. What makes something so obviously odd become a point of ones life. So important as there is no logic to any of it. Wait and see, how is it all panning out. The oddness of normally unacceptable behaviour to me. If it is correct then why not. If it is the way then I will do it. Sitting silently doing nothing enjoying the afternoon writing this nonsense is a treat for my soul. Giving up the need to work conscientously to complete the task 
A summers afternoon cold but it is summer and it is Friday. I am ready to relax for the weekend give way to my normal love of order. Forget it all. Let it go. There is no need for completion of anything. I wil do what I feel like doing now. I will leave this place soon. I am a human and I would rather write these stories about nothing than anything else at this moment.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Feb 13, 2009, 6:38
	Valentino

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Feb 13, 2009, 9:33
	i wanni go down on you agian

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Feb 15, 2009, 0:29
	Yet again I am in another situation that I dont know how o deal with.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Feb 23, 2009, 11:54
	love you sammi

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 19, 2009, 10:15

Show a child criticism 
Exclude them 
Ridicule them 
Expect the impossible from them 
and then sit back and enjoy their confusion 
Enjoy watching tireless spirit 
knowing that whichever way they turn 
you will destroy them 
send them mad 
destroy their sense of self 
Impossible demands 
no information 
constant criticism 
secrets-deep dark secrets 
that would frighten the bravest hearts 
and then add a little spice to the mix 
the charm and deception of a psychopath 
of a sadist 
it would succeed 
but for one thing 
we are small parts of a whole 
we are not alone 
in this great existence 
the all seeing all knowing 
beyond understanding beyond reason 
the great intellingence and love 
this is a testing time for me 
but I thank you for the knowledge that 
you have given to me 
The love you have held me with 
and the blessings that you have bestowed upon me

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 20, 2009, 9:33

and then she couldnt stop 
the degradation of something so beautiful 
was intoxicating to her 
she could do what she liked 
every one believed her 
every agreed' 
this was a bad child 
a bad seed 
her enjoyment was orgasmic 
this was better than sex 
so much power 
those fools 
ready to believe anything 
that stupid child 
trusting everything 
too easy' 
a lie 
here 
half a truth 
it was too simple 
the child is worthless 
the child is something to be used 
come one came all use this child 
it is nothing 
too easy 
there are plenty. catholics protestants good men and women 
they will come and abuse thiis child 
and justify their lust 
it was just a slut 
it was nothing' 
jjust a slut something to be used abused 
paint a picture and 
the mob will accept it 
we are good we are righteous 
that is lowly scum' 
we can use it 
it doesnt deserve better 
come one come all 
take your pleasure 
and feel nothing 
it is just a slut 
think no more 
feel no more 
better not to feel 
only for 
who knows 
she wont feel anything 
she is there for us to use 
and when they use and abuse her 
God sends his angles to massage her mind and her body 
broken and terrified 
the nothing has to get up iin the morning 
go to school or we willl call the doctior 
oh no another one to abuse her horrified body and mind 
and all the time the one the one who controls it all 
thrills at the lust for more 
the degradation 
the power 
oh the power 
men abuse her child 
and she feeds 
blood dripping from her mouth as she gorges on the feast 
this is power 
lust 
feed me 
as this child is saying mummy help me 
raped from the cradle 
not for lust 
for sadist pleasure 
respectability thats what we want 
not like the slut we have 
give her to anyone 
they are all willing participants 
catholics protestants respectable men and women 
God help me 
 
 
l 
j

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 20, 2009, 21:25

the two hideous ghouls 
feed on the carcas 
cackling 
and grinning 
faces covered in blood and grease 
eyes shining 
not for food do these two eat 
day by day they have sucked the blood 
slowly 
enjoying 
until their victim falls 
weakened by the blood they have slowly drawn 
helpless 
her strength gone now 
she falls to the ground 
 
they move in on her body 
she witnesses them 
biting at her flesh 
still alive and conscious 
she feels them tearing 
no where to run now 
just watch herself dying 
and the ugly ghouls cackle

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 22, 2009, 1:22

but they didnt want her dead 
that would be too easy 
they left her half alive 
wounded 
and half her light gone 
flesh torn and mind worse 
her body healed 
enough for dependence 
Her mind was numbed 
frozen by horror and terror 
what did the predator want 
it was perfect 
a damaged soul 
not knowing who she was 
or what had happened 
memories lost and hidden to herself 
hidden in the recesses of body and mind 
too afraid to face them and see them 
body half broken and frozen 
catatonic as her mind 
together holding the secrets 
 
 
 
a perfect scapegoat 
lies so complicated 
deceptions 
charm 
movtivation 
to hurt 
is that it 
is that the only motivation

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Mar 22, 2009, 1:49

But through all of this 
something had blossomed 
by breaking her body and mind 
she had moved from the outward world 
into the inward world 
of perception and intuition 
of animals and trees 
she turned to nature 
she learnt to trust her senses 
grew awareness 
put her light on the inside 
her light hadnt failed 
it had gone inside 
to find the answers 
she searched and searched 
people and experiences came into her life 
to help her unravel the story 
no information 
no clues 
but there were those who knew anyway 
sent by God to help her if she was willing 
to let go of the fear and 
move into it and through it for the last time 
trusting her our own instincts 
guided by higher forces 
more evolved beings than herself 
showing her what she couldnt be told 
As neither judge accused or victim 
as a Universe in herself 
with other Universes encouraging her to be 
All following their own directions 
for their own soul evolution 
Not for the faint hearted 
only through deep love and deep trust 
is this surrender of 
and moving with this fear possible 
 
I am responsible for everything you do 
and you are responsible for everything I do

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 24, 2009, 14:29
	Hello darling<br /> how are you<br /> I hope you havent been working too hard<br /> maybe you can relax a bit now<br /> go for a holiday or something<br /> let go of some of your responsibility<br /> you really do push yourself to the limit<br /> take it easy darling<br /> till next time<br /> <br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Apr 20, 2009, 12:34

Hello what are you doing I have just had my dinner I was very hungry because autumn is getting colder and today it was raining. For dinner I had sweet and sour tofu and it was really nice I juiced a big sweet pineapple and it made such a nice sauce much better than using tinned pineapple. I had a busy and tedious cay. Now it is my time and you can be part of it. Time for some yoga and stuff now. Talk to you tomorrow

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 23, 2009, 1:29
	Good morning shocking man, good morning divine son, good morning daughter of depth and expansion welcome to my day

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 30, 2009, 8:46
	Hello Just letting you know I really love kindness in my life i like to be stroked i love real kindness

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Apr 30, 2009, 11:19
	It was so good to see you on Nanda's site. I have missed you for so long. You want me to say it OK i love you sammi

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: May 1, 2009, 11:30
	You know whats funny when you get on someones facebook you never bother to contact them again they are so available and ordinary you just dont bother. There is no big deal to facebook you just make your contact and then forget. Is that your issue.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 12, 2009, 8:51
	I will respond. Somehow it doesnt feel right for me to do this. There is a feeling of inevitablilty in it I guess. Sam the Sham, sam the samyasin. You're far too clever. My heart hurts from all your cleverness. I would like to be nasty now

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 19, 2009, 4:06

This morning I sat in quiet meditation because my heart was filled with fear. Fear that radiated through my body and fear far greater than the reality that it was dealing with. And I wondered what was the origin of this fear. 
I sat quietly and the thoughts came. And then I knew that there was a lover surrounding me that I was feeling more and more a love that was waiting for the fear to be dealt with and to move into my heart. I was aware of a loving entity that has been fusing into every cell of my body. I need to be totally available. I need to have dealt with my fear and insecurities and leave them behind. I need to be baggage free. 
And here is the point of this entry. I need an honest encounter with you, face -to -face one that will give me completion on our intensely difficult association. One that will also give you completion, as there must be a psychic drain on you from my energy still being associated with yours. To allow both of us to be free from one another and available to what is to come for both of us as separate entities. 
From the most feminine depths of my soul in her most patient and fragile space I implore you and from the strength of my developing male I stand naked in my quest for my self. 
I am totally vulnerable to your power but my soul and spirit combine, my male and female go down on bended knees to you to allow my intuitive self access to the Samveda prescence to acknowledge what I can see as truth in the past the present and the future. 
I beg you Samveda not like a beggar but like a queen who wishes to be finally released from the bondage of her karma. Who has fought every battle from the depths of her heart. 
I beg you from that space of dignity and grace Samveda to hear me now and to allow such a meeting where only truth and honesty will be invited. 
To give me freedom so that I may stand at the new dawn, to give yourself total freedom so that the love that is waiting for each of us may be total.

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Nov 27, 2009, 20:23

It gives me great pleasure to know 
that you and your beloved 
have finally married 
 
Knowing you as I do 
Knowing your beloved as I do 
 
Knowing that you seduce women in sessions 
And that she too somewhere in her psyche 
must know this too 
 
Knowing that as the abuser 
You also need to be abused 
And there it is the perfect union 
Abused, abuser, abused, abuser 
 
It makes it all ok, 
the sexual interference in sessions 
When a patient is at their most vulnerable 
No clothes 
on the table 
and in trust 
Feels your fingers inside them 
Has you on top of them on the table 
 
Oh great one, looking for truth 
You have found it 
 
I abhor what you do to women in sessions 
But we will get through it 
All of us 
And one thing that makes it easier to bear 
Is knowing that you are married to 
A humourless, buck toothed buffoon 
For a lifetime and hopefully eternity 
 
Knowing that whatever you blessed us with 
You will receive 1,000 fold over 
 
It is a strange way to be freed 
Not with a word 
But with your sentence 
 
May your bondage last forever 
May your life be full of your beloved 
It is a fitting outcome 
Existence has the last laugh 
on you 
old man 
 
I have many blessings i could bestow upon you 
but i will save them for another day 
Unless you take this webpage down 
Your shame should force you or the Resort 
to remove your page from this site 
you should be on sexual assault charges 
and you should be removed from any dealings with women 
I cant speak for men because i dont know what you do to them in sessions 
So once again old man 
Congratulations on your bondage 
if you ever had any balls 
they are definitely decorating your old ladies neck now

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 12, 2009, 5:32
	This man has told me that he no longer has one on one sessions. No that his word is anything to trust. I can only hope that it is the truth and warn any one who might be considering having sessions with him to be very careful.

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 12, 2009, 7:55
	you have all your websites as sam borrett master whatever you are supposed but i know you, the emotional cripple incapable of any real intimacy, only able to predate. i know existence will punish you for your behaviour. old man as successful as you are in this life you have gained nothing may god have no mercy on your soul

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 12, 2009, 20:57

finally i am putting it all together 
you have granted me a few moments of your precious time 
at the least you did say you were sorry 
although like all abusers you couldnt remember doing anything wrong 
i have worked tirelessly for the release of abusers 
and i guess that was my role with you 
to work tirelessly on a psychic level 
for your release 
you are not there yet 
but i really need to be free now 
i believe that exposing you 
is necessary 
it is necessary for you to face your own issues of inadequacy 
especially as i hear you are working with single mothers and their sons 
this is a very dangerous place for them to be 
i heard you saying that if these women worked through their issues they would heal their children 
well i believed that too 
while i was working through my issues with total trust 
my own son died 
there was no compassion from this man 
he is merely a set of techniques 
using the name Osho to validate his abusive state 
Yes he is very charming 
yes he charms everyone 
yes women fall in love with him 
old though he may be 
but he is the ultimate abuser/seducer 
he doesnt care about anyone 
except hiding his own deep wounds 
of a mother who didnt love him 
and a father who he could never be 
 
This is a very intelligent man 
who has learnt the cunning of a solicitor 
and hides behind a loveless relationship 
to predate on women 
 
You will be charmed 
but remember 
there is nothing behind his charm 
the love you are feeling around him 
is your own love 
this man is a psychic predator 
BE WARNED

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 12, 2009, 22:57

Sam Borrett or Samveda or whatever he is calling himself now 
violates women in sessions 
then says 
i dont want to hurt you 
very interesting from a therapists point of view i am sure 
it takes years to recover from violation by a professional 
and then to include emotional abuse into the picture 
he says i am very fond of you 
whatever that means 
this is not about sex with this man 
it is about power and control 
this is about a man with major ego issues 
generating waves of abusive misconduct 
into the world 
i pray that he is removed from any dealings 
with people 
and is corralled into a world with his wife 
at least the rest of us will then be safe 
good riddance to a bad soul

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Dec 13, 2009, 1:55

when a child's body is violated 
the child puts the experience away somewhere 
it is too much for a child to deal with 
and so the child puts it somewhere 
deep in its memory 
until the day that it is strong enough 
probably as an adult to deal with it 
 
The child says "i know that they really love me" and the violation doesn't fit in with that 
and so the child goes on giving love and not understanding the subtle behaviour going on 
in the game It is too painful to release the memory- the experience 
because then the child will have to face the fact 
that the parent did not care about the child 
that their own self interest 
was the most important thing 
and the child was an object 
and then one day the child has to face this 
and deal with all of the anger that goes with it 
and begin not only healing itself but all of the perpetrators 
 
When an adult is violated by a professional 
a very similar behaviour is set up 
the adult thinks they must care about me 
they wouldnt do this if it would hurt me 
and they go on believing that the perpetrator 
must have really cared about them 
and then one day when the adult is strong enough 
they have to face the fact that the perpetrator 
didnt care about them at all 
that no one would do that to another person 
if they cared about them 
and then they have to release all of the associated anger

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 13, 2009, 12:47
	and if that wasnt enough<br /> when i asked him to say sorry for what he had done<br /> he said he didnt remember<br /> but that he would have done my daughter not me<br /> <br /> <br />

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Dec 22, 2009, 4:40
	Its funny how samveda talks about <br /> the love of his life <br /> who he has been with for 11 years<br /> He was abusing me is sessions <br /> while he was in the relationship <br /> with the love of his life<br /> i feel sick on the stomach<br /> <br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jan 9, 2010, 5:33

Lecherous old man 
May you find your heart one day 
And may it break into one million pieces 
 
Lecherous old man 
Heart of stone 
May you watch 
As the scavengers 
You have hunted with 
tear you apart 
May your eyes be fixed in terror 
As they rip you limb from limb 
Tear your flesh 
And then leave the rest 
To your companions 
the ugly vultures 
 
Lecherous old man 
My only regret 
Is meeting you 
Lecherous old man 
If only my son 
Was still here 
and

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jan 9, 2010, 5:57

And as I watch on 
I will give a discourse 
That will go something like this 
 
“As you live so shall you die 
Every nasty word 
That has ever come 
From your mouth 
Every lie 
Will turn against you 
And send barbs of pain through your mind 
And body 
Every cowardly act you have committed 
Will turn back on you 
And stab you 
Your own words and actions 
Will torture you 
Your punishment 
made by you 
Will follow you like a shadow 
And when you turn to face it 
You will scream with horror 
At its evil

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jan 25, 2010, 9:57
	Hahahahahahahahahha<br /> you stupid old man<br /> 55 my rs<br /> you stupid old man<br /> you look closer to 70 <br /> you vain stupid, old man<br /> whats that poem<br /> 'and of my three score year and ten'<br /> 65 will not come again<br /> you pathetic old fossil<br /> and how old is your beloved mrs<br /> 25?<br /> yuck i find you disgusting

kutira: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Email: arrow405

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Date: Jan 26, 2010, 3:48

I'm sorry 
i dont want to say nasty things anymore 
I wanted to hurt you 
Because you hurt me 
but now i will tell you the truth 
i love you i will alway love you 
I think you look really nice 
You do hurt me 
i do miss you so much 
i dont understand anything 
and i do miss my boy 
I saw your soul 
the rest I dont understand 
The only thing i know 
is that i try as hard as i can 
to let you go 
but i can't

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Feb 5, 2010, 21:31

And i breathe you into my heart 
And i breathe out love to you 
And i feel you 
 
When i breathe in 
You fill my heart 
I take you in 
You are me 
 
And when i breathe out 
I feel you taking the breath 
I feel you drowning 
 
My breasts tingle with the breath 
And then i breathe out 
And my body relaxes 
And i live to breathe in again 
 
On my last in breath 
I will breathe you in 
And on my last out breath

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Feb 23, 2010, 8:42

And on my last breath out 
i will say 
thank you god 
i am finally free 
from this lunatic 
 
thank you god 
for freedom 
to be myself 
 
a place within myself 
where no one can reach 
 
aligned with existence 
home 
at last 
with my own joy 
 
home 
at last 
with my own intrinsic nature 
 
By the grace of God 
I pray that while in this body 
I will become my own self

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Mar 29, 2010, 10:29
	liar liar<br /> devious deviant<br /> <br /> <br />

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 6, 2010, 9:35

and when you two old maggots 
have divided yourselves into millions of maggots 
and have feasted on my rotting flesh 
your mouths grinning with my body grease 
your emptiness will be total 
there you are the two of you 
knowing so much wickedness 
and still as empty as old bones 
looking into the eyes of one another 
only to see your ugliness 
looking back a you

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 8, 2010, 8:22
	And you smell bad too

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 8, 2010, 11:37

Once upon a time i was walking through the grounds 
of a beautiful resort with the beautiful wife of Samveda 
There was a shower room and there was a glass panel in the door that you could look through and see who was in there if you had no regard for peoples privacy. 
the beautiful wife of samveda went and had a look and came back laughing her brand of laughter and said 'there is a really fat man in there he looks so funny go and have a look" i said no thanks that was the last time i took time out with samveda's beautiful wife. 
 
I wonder now if your beautiful wife laughs the same laugh when she looks at your withered genitals old man and if she will laugh the same laugh when she moves on to her next meal ticket. 
 
you sure can judge a person by the company they keep

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 8, 2010, 11:52

maybe thats what samveda and his beautiful wife did 
when they heard my son had died 
they just sat down and had a good laugh 
how funny 
some stupid trusting woman 
how funny 
her son dead in the morgue 
cut up and dead 
there might have been a window they could look through 
to see his body 
how funny 
 
not a kind word 
from these stone people 
 
These vultures on humanity 
and maybe you wondered about his beautiful wife's teeth 
they are a bit too prominent 
thats so that they can make an incision in your skin 
for when they suck your blood out of your body

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 9, 2010, 4:11

THE UNTOLD LOVE STORY OF OUR KING AND QUEEN 
CHAPTER ONE OUR PRINCE 
Once upon a very very long time ago 
There was a young boy named Chris 
Like all Chris’s, his mother inisisted on calling him Christopher 
And right up until this very day, whenever she sees him 
She says, no son, i called you christopher and that is what i will always call you 
If i had wanted a chris i would have called you chris 
 
Anyway our story moves on 
Chris was born into a very wealthy family 
He was taught to speak english like someone from a mythological country 
As with all rich boys in the magical land of oz 
He went to a special school where they met special girls 
From equally wealthy families 
So that they could make sure none of the non mythological people 
Got mixed up with them and tried to steal their real wealth 
So they learnt this special way of talking 
So that they could always recognise one another 
So that if they were short, fat, tall, slim or from whatever their ethnic background 
They would always be able to recognise the size of their bank balances 
By the way that they spoke 
It was an excellent system that protected the young prince and 
Kept him safe from the ugly masses who were sometimes clever at disguise 
But none of them had ever managed to master this special school language 
It took 18 years of constant indoctrination to perfect 
And none of the riff raff had that much time on their hands or access to the institutions 
 
Anyway our story continues 
Our young prince had a successful life at his special school 
With his special rich friends with his special rich girlfriends 
He went on his regular holidays to France and US while he was at school 
Complained about his mother calling him Christopher 
And wished his father was not quite so successful 
 
Any way our young prince decided that the best way to get rich 
Was to become a solicitor 
It was a good way to make money 
You could go to the world of the masses 
Those really stupid people who never learnt to speak properly 
And you could charm them a bit 
And then take all their savings 
And it didnt matter if you won or lost their cases 
Because once you charmed them 
You could take their money 
And they would love you anyway 
And if they had good looking daughters 
Maybe you could get a piece of the action there too 
No strings, these were the women you just loved and left 
Not the girls who protected their investments 
By speaking the special talk 
 
He vowed that one day he would be the most loved man in the kingdom 
 
 
So one day our growing up prince met a beautiful girl 
From one of the special schools 
This was a marriage made in school boy heaven 
Very wealthy mythological and very beautiful special school girl 
This would have been happily ever after 
But the very successful growing older prince 
Liked loving and leaving the riff raff women too much 
He loved his beautiful wife but there were so many other fish in the ocean 
And he was happy when they were admiring him 
And he loved a new conquest 
And his wife didnt seem to want to have children 
And there was so much happening in his life 
He couldnt keep everyone happy 
And so his marriage drifted into a place of no man’s land 
No woman could possibly compete with the charm and the charisma 
Of his busy lifestyle 
Adored and adoring 
Never could one ordinary wife satisfy this prince charming 
Not even a really rich wife 
And so the growing older prince 
Ended his marriage 
Or at least never put up any arguments to his wife’s request for a divorce 
Glad that he had made his prenuptual arrangements 
So that his investments were all protected 
And there were plenty of non mythological women 
Just waiting for him 
He was in a sort of seventh heaven 
No one had ever told him about the joys 
Of pure lusting and the satisfaction to a man 
like our growing older prince 
 
So he continued making all his money and investing 
And he was becoming richer and richer 
Real estate investments were making him a mozza 
As property in the land of oz double tripled and quadrupled 
Properties he had paid a few thousand for were now worth millions 
He was a very wealthy man 
Taking money from the commoners was too easy 
They were so stupid 
Trusting fools 
He could play them for all they were worth 
And screw their daughters and wives for that matter if he chose 
 
Then he met another amazing woman 
How could he be so lucky 
She talked the talked looked amazing 
This was the one 
So again, our getting older getting richer prince married 
Things went ok for a while 
But our prince had a taste for different women 
And again this marriage failed 
Poor prince 
Couldnt get satisfaction unless it was in a casual lusting affair 
These special talking women just didnt understand him 
He was special 
And he needed to be treated like he was special 
That was the good thing about going to the non mythological women 
They just sort of treated him like he was special 
He liked the ones who were gentle and kind 
And stroked his enormous ego (you wondered what i was going to say then didnt you) 
He liked everything being stroked but particularly his ego 
He couldnt get enough 
But they were poor stupid women not like his kind of women 
 
Then one day he met a special talking woman 
She had been to the special school and she was rich 
And she talked about religion 
And how to be fabulously amazing and spiritual 
And how people would fall in love with you 
And he was kind of in love with this woman 
Well in lust anyway 
 
So he left wife number 2 and decided that he would go for an esoteric sort of life 
He was richer than he ever needed to be now 
Neither of his wives had produced any offspring 
So he was a free man, he could roam the world 
Free of ties and he had made his prenuptial agreements 
And he could always pull women from the stupid masses 
Even the special women liked him but they were a bit more hard work 
 
His life was pretty empty really 
So he rushed towards this new life 
The world of religion 
The world where egos can really develop 
The spiritual ego 
A more powerful aphrodesiac than any other 
He went to India 
 
 
 
 
 
CHAPTER TWO OUR BEAUTIFUL PRINCES 
Well while all this was happening in the world of our growing older prince 
Our princess’s life was beginning 
Her mother Angkan and father Ivan lived in a far away land 
Where no one was free and everyone had to work out the best way of survival 
Some had integrity and some had not 
 
Our princess’s mother Angkan, was having an affair with a polit in this far away land 
And when the polits wife found out about the affair 
The polit had Angkan put into a sort of rehabilition centre or work camp 
Angkan was a 2 bit actress and she had a blank sort of beauty 
When she arrived at the camp one of the very large prison guards 
Took a liking to her 
And they became a pair 
Ivan was a large cruel man who used to inflict punishments on the other inmates 
And watch them through the holes in the doors 
He found pleasure in watching inmates when they unaware of it 
You never knew what they might do 
Some of them were so sad 
And then he might go into their cell 
And give them a bit of a hiding 
Make them a bit sadder 
That would be funny 
Or he might get horny watching them 
And he was the boss of them afterall 
 
Angkan was a dull pretty woman, clever like a rat 
With vacant eyes 
And she realised quickly that Ivan was her saviour 
And her way to an easy life in the camp 
She didnt care much about the others there 
She was getting extra food and makeup 
In exchange for Ivan’s pleasure 
Ivan had other women there 
But Angkan did the best for herself 
She was the most cunning 
So, through this union 
Along came our princess 
Born to a violent prison guard father 
And a snivelling self absorbed blank pretty woman 
Of limited talent 
And little moral conscience 
 
Ivan was overjoyed at his new princess child 
And Angkan didnt care much one way or the other 
But if Ivan was happy it meant she got things better at the camp 
 
Then one day came 
When Angkan and the little princess were freed from the camp 
She was on her own 
But with Angkan having been a two bit actress and with Ivan having some few contacts in the polit world 
She resumed her old life 
And met a few of the officials of the party at meetings 
She was introduced to an official who was a confirmed bachelor 
Who needed a wife for official functions 
She agreed to marry him and here began the bougousie lfe for our young princess 
She could often be mistaken for aristocracy 
As one of the genetic dispositions of the bougoise in this far away land 
Was to have a little too protruding teeth 
So although she had very poor origins 
Her over protruding teeth coincidentally gave her some sort of prestige 
In the society of Olangcountry 
 
So as she grew up into the beautiful princess that we know 
Privilege came into her life and she liked it 
She had everything any princess could want for 
And everyone forgot that she had been born in a rehabilitation camp 
She kept to herself she wasnt interested in other women 
She had liaisons with men, if they were of the right position 
 
One day Olangcountry started giving its citizens passports 
Our princess had become quite priveleged 
And she had plenty of money to travel 
So she got herself a passport 
And the big question was, where should she go? 
There were a lot of eastern block women coming out to the west now 
So she wanted to go somewhere where she would be quite special and unique 
One of her liaisons had told her about India 
Where she could meet western men 
With lots of money 
And very big egos 
And so she went 
 
CHAPTER 3 
OUR GETTING MUCH OLDER PRINCE AND OUR PRINCESS MEET 
And so it came to pass that our prince went to India and our princess went to India. They met and it was a marriage waiting to happen. 
All his life he had been waiting for a woman who would control him, tell him where to go, what to do. And here she was. And all her life she had been waiting for a rich husband. They studied their religion subjects and became therapists of the poor stupid people. They were already fabulously rich so they could easily make more and more money and they never minded if the other had a little affair on the side. In fact it was a bit of tittilation to their life. A new partner in the menage. How exciting. A client in a session, juicy for the marriage. 
 
And so our ageing prince and his beautiful princess grew older and older together telling people how to live their lives and encouraging others on the path of righteousness. 
They knew their spiritual work was very important, they knew that they were very special. 
Our princess didnt want any children and our prince was really too old now to have young children around him and so they lived out their lives together, getting richer and being more and more sure of their importance in the world

	: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda Date: Jul 9, 2010, 9:56
	you can call yourself whatever you like solicitor psychic maverick gold star black star it doesnt make any difference to what you are - you should be on a sex offenders register and your repulsive wife should be in transilvania

: RE:Shocking Story by and about Sw Chetan Samveda
Date: Jul 12, 2010, 1:16

CHAPTER 4 
LIFE GOES ON 
So our getting older prince and his beautiful princess met in India 
They took new names, beautiful names with beautiful meanings 
he Shammi and and she Angar 
And so they cemented their bonding 
They went everywhere together 
They were inseparable 
Except for the occasional philandering of each other 
Which was a good thing apparently 
As according to the couple it is very good to have casual liaisons 
Every now and again as it resparks the union 
Never mind what it does to the third party involved 
I guess they just feel like worthless trash at the end of their short purposeful encounter 
But hey they are doing something for the importance and the religious values of this amazingly fantastic couple 
So its all good 
Shammi and Angar went to live in the land of Oz 
This was such a strange place for this beautiful princess 
All these creepy crawlies and funny little animals 
And they were living on the edge of the bushland 
And occasionally one of these creatures might wander into their house 
And the people had a strange way of speaking 
Angar had a lot of trouble understanding anyone in this strange land 
And they just had funny expressions for everything 
And although she would live there for some considerable time 
She would always be an outsider with regard to the language 
But Shammi would always lovingly explain what the people were talking about 
It was so sweet, it did hold up the conversation a bit 
Having to explain everything to Angar 
But hey thats what love is all about 
Isnt it 
 
And Angar worked out how to deal with the creepy crawlies 
That wandered into her house 
She was very ingenious 
She got a beautiful cat 
And her beautiful cat could hunt and play 
All day and bring home the little creepy crawlies 
As gifts for the ever grateful Angar 
She loved her cat 
It would kill everything that moved 
And then bring it home and give it to Angar 
They loved one another 
 
Well enough about their private life together 
Things were moving on a treat in their professional life 
Shammi’s wheeling and dealing was making them a fortune 
He was such a charmer 
He had taken Angar into the business 
But it was a bit of a challenge to work out 
What role to give to Angar 
He encouraged her all he could 
He loved her so much 
But she didnt seem to have a knack for selling 
He couldnt quite understand it but people didnt seem to like his poppet 
And she would get a bit confused 
If she was taking americans to lunch she would take them to a curry house 
And if she was taking indians to lunch she would take them to a burger restaurant 
She was always so avant guarde in her thinking others couldnt keep up with it 
 
So Shammi worked out roles for her where she could look like she was doing something 
And so everyone was happy 
 
They held workshops and groups and did private sessions 
But again people didnt understand Angar 
And Shammi gave her roles to play and everyone was happy 
Especially Shammi and Angar 
Shammi loved Angar so much 
She was the woman he had been waiting for all his life 
She was his true life partner 
Whatever that means in the religious world

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